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Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Dear blog, as promised, this is my 2nd post today=) I felt better today le. Think through alot yesterday night. Went to sleep only at 4am so i took half day off in the morning and went to work only in de afternoon.

I'm trying to learn to let go. Like what a chinese proverb mentioned, 免强没有幸福. C's heart not with me anymore. It's like telling me to fall in love with someone i don't like. I can understand C's feeling. So being a guy, i will wish her all the best in everything she do. Frankly speaking, it's not easy to get over someone whom you've been with for the longest but like always, time will heal all wounds and i believe it will.

Thank You C. This relationship had made me learn alot to the extend that i've grown stronger as a person. You make me realize i cant get on with life as it is now but rather, must achieve something meaningful. I'll never have feel it if you're by my side. perhaps i'll still be contented with what i've now. It's always hard to say goodbye but it'll only be an experience learn. when i think back, i know i'll only be grateful to have C in my life before.

This wkend and next wk will be packed for me. I guess it's good for someone who's recovering from a broken r/s. Tmr i'm staying over in camp for duty. Fri afternoon i had off and meeting my friends at night to chill. Sat i'm meeting my friends for sports and gym and Sun i had driving lesson in de morning and going over to my grandma house for lunch in de afternoon.

Next wk will be worst! Mon will start my Operation duty. Tues and weds there's night mission so based on my friend past experience, i'm supposed to stay back till late evening or maybe midnight? Thu i'll be able to rest and Fri, sun i'll be having duty. which means staying over in squadron again. Hectic life right? No choice, sign on. Learn to adapt.

BUT 1 thing i told myself. Life is full of choices, since i've make this choice, I'll make it a meaningful one. I'll not let my 5 yrs go down to drain by serving de nation. I'll achieve something. I will.

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