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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Stayed at home the whole day today because of a severe headache. Plus this big ulcer at my tongue makes me completely no mood to do or eat anything. Slacked at home. Surf net and read that book that i borrowed from the library. That makes up my day today.

School's tomorrow. Like finally after a month. Eagerly anticipating my results. Oh ya and after sch will be going IMM to celebrate my friend's b'day. Yes. Happy 18th birthday Victor! Grown up le!!

Going to wake up at 2 plus in the morning tomorrow. Euro 2008 final. -SPAIN vs GERMANY- I loved the way Spain play but my heart will always be with Germany. Go Germany!!!!

To pz: Font big enough? hahas")

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

Hmm... I should first summarize up my exams over the week. I think for a year plus in poly doing those exams. This is the term which i've confidence in it. Ya. And it's because of the fact that i actually studied for it. And it's hard to believe but i find myself starting to really like my course. Yes. Was complaining about how hard this and that module was but after really studying into it, i find that it's not that bad afterall. Regret not pushing myself hard or should i say not at all for year 1 which i ended up getting a GPA of less then 3. So depressing la. BUT!! It's never too late to realize it now. Hahas. I told myself, after exams is not equal to holiday. Every week gonna matters. 7 weeks to another exam and it's gonna be a big one. I can do it! YES I WILL!!!

Ok. Let's talk a bit how yesterday. Last paper ended at 10 but around 930, i can hear from inside the exam class that a lot of SP-ians are shouting. Don't know what it's really about but i think they're delighted after their last paper too. Hahas. Met wl after that and went to hougang to have our lunch, pool and finally kbox. It's been some time since i last went kbox but it won't be my last time!!! I remembered the first time i went was when i's 17 years old. Hahas. So we sang a lot yesterday and i can say her singing was best la. Totally mesmerized by her when she's singing. Hahas.

Went home after that at around 7. Took train back. Then this incident happen which makes me realize Singapore is full of nice nice people and i'm really touched. Took the train from Hougang to Outram Park and transfer to Boon lay and during the journey inside the MRT, i's totally like going to fall anytime. It's like i cant stand still due to the fact that i didnt sleep for a day and keep on dozing off. Then i guess this aunty on the train saw me keep dozing on and she actually offered her seat to me. I rejected at first but she say it's ok seeing me being so tired. I thanked her profusely and i'm really touched. The story didnt end here. I felt asleep in the train and on reaching Boon lay, she woke me up! Luckily she alights at boon lay too. If not, i guess i'll take the train back to Pasir Ris again. Oh my. My day was brightened because of her even though i's dead tired. Once again, Thank you")

Came back home. Bathed and after surfing the net for a while, off i went to my bed at around 10 and felt asleep within 5 mins. Woke up in the middle of the Night to went to the washroom and i came so close to falling off from my bed. So paiseh la. But that time i's feeling so weak. Like i cant exert any energy on myself.

Slept all the way till 9 plus today. Had my lunch at around 12 and a call from my friend and off i went out to enjoy myself. To take a break after exam.

Came home at 10 and bathed again and here i am by my laptop. It seems like i can never not touch my laptop for a day unless i'm outside or overnight or something. There's a few things i cant leave without. First is of course my handphone and after that will be laptop. Hahas. And i went to explore my handphone just now cause i changed from a W910i to a N81. I found out that i've close to 600 contacts! OMG? Didnt know i've such a big circle of friends la. And oh ya. To my friends out there. If you want an immediate reply or something from me, SMS. Some will say calling is the fastest way but i'm a funny person. I like to msg rather than call. And i've 2000 free message to waste in a month la. Feel like spamming people. Or who is bored can msg me and we'll msg the whole day. Haha.

Found something to do tomorrow. Gonna finished a book which i borrowed at Woodland's library on tuesday when i went there that time to study. Sj said it's one of his favourite spot to study. Hahas. Quite true cause that place is super noiseless as compared to other libraries. The environment is conducive too. Ya. So this book i borrowed is called "Love and limerence- the experience of being in love" It says about a guy who experience and dealt with and counsel all those who''re in a relationship. He speaks about how salvaging of relationship and even sharing about his personal experience too. Found this book interesting and decided to borrow it. Used Jk's IC. Mine is like frozen for a few years cause till i owned them a fine of around 11 bucks. It's not that i didnt return the book lo. I remember passing the book to my friend in sec 3 and she agreed to help me return to the library. When i received the fine, i told her but she insist that she's returned. So ever since, i didnt went to the library to borrow anything after that till tues when i actually borrowed a book after a few years. hahas.

Ok. It's time to end my post here. Tiredness starts to creep in telling me i missed my bed. But before i go off. I've something to say. I GIVE UP. On what? Guess it yourself.

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Friday, June 27, 2008

Not having enough sleep can really affects 1 mood. I'm like feeling so frustrated and fed up now even after some minor matters. Should go to bed now just in case i have a "war" with anyone.

My midnight oil is not wasted. At least i felt confident doing my last paper-CA.

Will blog in details again tomorrow. Nights people.

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And i've successfully burned midnight oil throughout the night trying to overcome my last paper-CA. It's really i don't know what to say. At first when i looked at those question, i's like stunned? But who cares whether you're stunned in exam hall. You're going to fail yourself. So for the first time in 18 years, i've decided to burn midnight oil to actually study. Yes. Don't get me wrong. It's not the first time that i'm doing things overnight but it's just that studying overnight is my first time. heh. At least it makes me go into the examination hall feeling some confidence rather than absolute zero.

Ok. Should end here. Gonna freshen myself up before i go to school. Exam starts at 830 and ends at 10. Yay!! Finally after weeks of tortures. But next week, there's practical test and more tests coming up. ZzZzZz

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

4 papers down, 1 last to go. Mon was physics. Yes. A pass is not a problem as i've pretty much confidence in that paper. Tues was Maths. Same too. But i'm gunning for at least an A perhaps? Weds was AMMP. The 60 mcq questions and i got the result on the spot. 41/60. It means i only managed to recall 2/3 of what i've memorize:( But it's over. I shouldn't think too much. Today=killer. ACS format was not really the same as past year exam papers. Oh man. Dunno how to do 2 questions of 14 marks each. Oh man. I hope to get a pass at least. Tomorrow=Worst! My weakest module. CA. I completely don't understand luhh. Dunno what the heck my course book is trying to say. But nevertheless, will study later and try to absorb as many things as i can. After the CA test tomorrow, there's still my GEMS class. Assignment which is given out before the holidays and it's worth 20% but i haven't touch on it yet. Oh no. Will chiong finish it after my exams tomorrow. After tomorrow, it'll be holiday for me again! Yay.

But this self declared holiday will be short. Minus-ing this MST week, only total number of study period is only 7 weeks before our next major exams, Semester exam. And this will decide whether we make it to next semester or not. 7 weeks is short la. Will not slack so much during term 2 if not, it'll really be game over for me. Buck up!!!

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Monday, June 23, 2008

Had been going to je library to study for the past 3 days including today but it seems like we talk more than we studied today. Hahas. 1 paper down. 4 more to go. yes. today's paper was alright to me. pass shouldn't be a problem. The problem is weather i can score. I make a stupid careless mistake!! arghh! hate myself!! but well, i should not look back but instead, look forward. To my friends too, look forward!! Heard from my friends in eee that their EMD paper today was hard. Well, it's over. Let's just put in our best effort for the next 4 papers, starting with Maths tomorrow. Maths, i want to score well!!!!

Felt so tired today. Dunno why. and i'm having cough for like a week already? hate it. it always happens to me during exam period. dunno why.

and and... i'm gonna be active in CCA in SP again for some reason Yea.

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE TAKING THEIR MST NEXT WEEK!!!!

wish me luck^^

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

Oh my. If only our MST is set so similar to year 07/08. Began my revision on the 4th module i set for myself. ACS (analog communication system). Start by reading through my coursebook after which i proceed to doing those past year papers. 07/08 de paper was okay but when i start to do 06/07 de, omg omg. It's hard. Those equations and graphs began to confuse me. As not all the answers are provided, it makes my revision more difficult. But solution came. Today, i'll either go je library study with jk and sj or either went over to bon's house to study. After ACS, there's still 1 last module. the killer- CA (circuit analysis)!!! Will try my best to revise CA tomorrow after which will be a bit on Physics as i'm going to be tested on Physics on Mon. Wish me luck and hope i didnt forget completely everything i've learn over the past few days.

Going to Long Beach Seafood Restaurant at IMM to celebrate my grandma's birthday. Time really flies. Hahas. I still have fond memories of those days....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!!!!!

Tags replies to:

Ling`: Haha!! I can be on good terms with anyone as long as they're friendly><

Grace: Hahas. Of course it's some bad habits. hahas ya. Used w910i for only a few mths before i change to N81. LOL. Yes i am and i hope you're prepared for MST too. Let's jiayou!! I don't have time to catch up with new songs lol. Perhaps after my MST ba")

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Yes!! Finished revising my physics! ahahas. 2 more to go before my exams start. At first i thought physics will be a tough subject to revise but as i do those past years papers, i find it to be a breeze! Can say it's a bit like sec sch physics. hahas. Ok. I'm so proud of myself that i'm able to complete 3 modules in 4 days. Yes")

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Zihui: hahas. thank you")

Shijun: Yes you too. Let's jiayou. Yup i'm so relieved now. At least i'm a bit prepared for MST. Hope you're too")

Ziyi: Haha!!! Ya. So much for holidays. 3 weeks like 3 days to me:( Yes. I'm another cheerful guy!! Remain cheerful too. I'm always here if you want someone to talk to")

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Hello ppl!! hahas. Lift the ban i imposed on myself to come here and blog since i saw a few tags on my blog. Yes. As i mentioned in my previous post, i'm going to chiong 5 modules in a week. And up till now, i'm done with 2 modules!!! yes. They are Maths and AMMP (Aircraft Materials and Maintenance Practices).

Have lunch at Subway in Jurong point with jk on Monday. Went library afterwards to study but we cant find tables!!! It's troublesome to study without a proper table to me. hahas. So we decided to go to Bon's house and stayed there till around 6. Do past year Maths test papers. At first i's a bit blurred but when i came home and revised a bit by myself, i finally got everything right!! Yes! Nevertheless, i must thank Bon and Jk for helping me to get my basics right")

Tuesday, a long day at home for me. Go through Maths again to make sure those formulas are still intact in my brain. ahas. after that i proceed on with AMMP. omg. AMMP kills. It's damn freaking boring. This is a test with 60mcq questions and at first i thought, MCQ? Won't it be easy, just choosing the right option from 4 given options. But after studying and doing those online assessments, i find that this module is so time wasting. Almost all the options in the questions are similar. It requires a lot of memory work. AMMP tests us on 13 chapters and i chiong 9 chapters on tuesday. It took me like 8hours? Oh man. Ever since i graduate from sec sch, i've not been able to sit still on my chair and really study. I remembered even O lvls is not a motivation for me to study. But this upcoming test? Guess i've no choice.

Oh ya. and i signed up for Mioplan yesterday!! Hahas. It'll only take effect from 2nd July onwards!!! Got myself an N81 phone too. gonna put aside my W910i phone. It's so laggy. N81, here i come!!!!

Finally completed the remaining chapters of AMMP today before coming online to blog. After this, gonna start with Physics before touching on 2 of the hardest topics. Cya!!!!

Tag replies to:

Shijun: Yes. thanks for that advice. You can consult me regarding anything too")

Ziyi: ^^ And can i request something? Pls update ur blog!! >< ( Oh, you've updated! yea!)

Ling`: hahas. i's thinking of leaving an emo impression before i leave but no worries! the truth is, i always look on the bright side of life")

Ger: Thanks a million. Take care!!

What really happens to you?

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

And i promised to kick the habit from today onwards. Yes.

Oh man. My exams are a week away but i seemed so unprepared. NO!! Gonna chiong 5 modules in a week. Can i make it? Only time will tell. It seems like i have no choice but to mug from tomorrow onwards so friends, i won't be coming online in MSN or to blog for a week or 2 i guess.

Study study study and not think about anything else anymore. ARGHHH!!!!

The funny thing is you won't expect the one i love to be you...

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

Went Out early in the morning at around 830 today. Watched soccer till 2 plus yesterday so was kinda dizzy when i woke up early in the morning. yA. It was jk's mum company family day i supposed. And they celebrated it at Vivocity. We're treated to movie. Kung Fu Panda. yup. I can say the movie was not bad. I'll give a rating of 3 out of 5? A hilarious movie i can say. First time i went into gv vivo cinema 1. It's damn big la. Think it's the biggest movie theatre in singapore? haas. After that went PC show at Suntec with jk. Sj joined us shortly after we reached there. It's as crammed as before. But i feel that the number of shops had decreased? hahas. Just walk around aimlessly as i've nothing on my mind to buy for. hahas.

Oh ya. tomorrow is father's day ya? To all fathers around the world: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

tags replied to shijun: actually you're not crapping but maybe really right. Maybe not being able to express my feelings for someone is just an excuse. But the problem is, i don't believe i should express my feelings to her due to some other reasons. The timing is just not right. Maybe i should put it this way. No 天时地利人和

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

Okay. So i'm here due to the request of someone. hahas. yes. it's been a week plus since i last blog. Time really flies. A wk later it'll be my mid semester test. omg. cmi cmi. never really studied. don't know how am i going to make it. Was discussing with Bon about our future these few days. funny right? hahas. We were talking about life after poly. And how me sure cant make it to the uni. So we were saying about going SIM. ya. money makes the world go round. but i'm broke!! should start saving by now..

Yes. Been working with jw in a job he intoduced me since last week. over these 2 weeks i've worked like 4 days. yup. Job scope is something about dealing with the settings of handphones, configuring etc etc. yup. it's cool la. get to have a hold of new Sony ericsson phones which have not yet been released in the market. Then there's a new stock which arrives today. SE G502. it has not been released to the market too right? hahas. i'm thinking of buying that and selling away my current W910i. it s***!!! laggy. that's what i hate most.

Other than work and work, nothing much really happens. Not in the mood to go out to shop nor play. Sian is the word. Oh ya. i know it's a bit random to say this. But a few days ago, my dad told me out of nothing, he said "I would like to see you bringing a girlfriend home soon". MUHAHAHA!!!!!!

Tell me, how does it feels to not being able to express your feelings to the one you loved?

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Promised jk to accompany him to repair his phone. The problem is he cant sent or received msg. And it's last for weeks. Yes. Met him in IMM at 11plus yesterday before proceeding to CJ ( Sony ericsson service centre ) to fix his phone. Took us around an hr even though the queue is not really long. After that went JE entertainment centre to have our lunch in kfc before meeting bon, sy and jw for pool. it's been some time since i went pool and my skills dropped!! oh man. stayed there till around 4 before me and jk set off back to CJ to collect his phone. It's ready within a few hrs. They're efficient") After that, jw and sy went library and bon, jk and i meet sj in JE mrt station. Sj is heading towards bugis for his primers outing while me, bon and jk sets off to kallang to catch Singapore vs Uzbekistan in national stadium.

Reached the stadium at around 630, 1 hr before match kick off but the stadium is like so packed? Bought tickets at 8 bucks each before proceeding in and find our seats. As the clock ticks, spectators start to flood in and everybody was eagerly waiting for this highly anticipated match to kick off. As the game kick off, everyone was cheering on Singapore. Even when they're a goal down, they fight back. When they're 2 goals down, they fought back and equalize again!! But when they are 3 goals down, they started to crack and by half time, they're down by a whooping 5-2 margin-.- kelong kelong!!! everyone was shouting. There's people coming in even during half time and there's this malay guy when he saw the scoreboard, he started to blast Singapore goalkeeper. "F U!! Don't you know how to save a ball?" Then he turned to his friends and said "Let's go, this match is a forgone conclusion." It's true the match is over by half time but we cant really blame the keeper. If anyone who catch the match yesterday, you'll know that Singapore's defense is atrocious!! For the neutrals who doesnt support any side like Jk, at least he's served a sight of free flowing football. And the final score- SINGAPORE 3 UZBEKISTAN 7. what the heck. An average of 10 mins a goal. It's been years ever since Singapore is thrashed by such a huge scoreline. The only 1 i remembered is a few years back when they vs Manchester United in a friendly match where they lost 8-1 if i'm not wrong. We went off midway into the match at around 70plus mins so as to beat the crowd and not to be trap in a sea of Lions supporter. But we didnt went home straight. As we're feeling a bit hungry, we took a walk down Geylang Road and noticed almost all the restaurants advertising Steamboat! So we choose one with the name of 大长今 and have our dinner inside. All the way till 11 before we went home with our stomach full")

Had a memorable day in National Stadium yesterday even though as a Singaporean, Singapore is beaten by such a huge margin. I guess almost all the loyal supporters of Singapore will feel the same way ba. And yesterday is the second time i stepped into the stadium. The first time was when i'm in primary 5. To catch the National Day parade. I remembered that time the stadium is fully packed compared to yesterday which is around 1/4 full? But still, the Kallang roar is still deafening. Treasured every moments inside the stadium as it is going to be teared down anytime.

Courtesy of Bon, took this pic as we walked down the street of Kallang Road. He didnt managed to take the whole name. It should be "GAY WORLD HOTEL" What a hilarious name. Hahaha

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Sunday, June 1, 2008

Firstly, Thanks to everyone who wishes me a Happy birthday during my 18th birthday. Yes. 18 is the age where i can buy lots of things legally from erm... 7 eleven? and perhaps frequent singapore pool? Or even watch M18 movies. hahas. and thanks to bon, jk, jw, sy, pz and hazel who celebrated my birthday with me in Crystal jade for a dinner. yes. thanks") it feels so great to be 18!!!!

Holidays has begin!!!! for 3 weeks. but sadly, i have exams after holidays which means holidays are used to study. hate it hate it. thought of finding a job even for 3 weeks but when i think of exams, it freaks me out. i must use this 3 weeks to study.

been MIA for this few days. catching a drama series which jk introduced to me. it' shown over channel U a few yrs ago. yes. the title is "a step into the past". i'm completely in love with it after watching the first episode. it's 40 episodes and after around 1 week of chiong-ing through this drama, i'm left with last 3 episodes. gonna finished it tomorrow. and after that, download more drama series to watch. hahaha!!

going National Stadium tomorrow. catching Singapore vs Uzbekistan at 730. who wants to join us? hahas. for 18 years, i think this is my second time i went to catch a match in a stadium. the first time was when i's in primary school. oh ya. going out in the morning to service centre with jk. his hp is spoilt. needs repair.

My mind is not functioning now. I'm freaking tired!!!!

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