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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i would feel so lost without you now.
because i know i was a fighter but without you i'd just give up.
you make me feel as though everything would be alright the next moment i wake up.
it's a brand new day.
please hold back, yes, hold back your every tear because you know i'm gonna be there to wipe it for you.
yeah, how long more?
i would want longer than that.
ten is not my number.
so, more than that can?
and you know it's not gonna be easy but i'll be there to pull you through.
please, just be there.

i would wait for you.
if you'd ask me to.
it's all for you.
because I love you
and only you.

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And there's this question that i really need to ask myself. Should i persevere or give up?

confused

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Monday, April 28, 2008

Going into 3rd week of my sch term. Still can manage. Prefer those modules of this year then to last year. Perhaps it's more into aerospace that's why") Everything's still going slow. Studied a bit here and there so as not to really lag behind and chiong like mad like last year.

Heard a song dedication from yes933 on Sat from someone call James to his friends of huayi sec (my previous sec sch). Was kinda shocked initially. Cause his dedication is to class 4e3 and that's my previous class last time. oh well. hahas. This was to the current batch of sec 4s. my juniors. yup. hahas.

Nothing much to blog about lately. hmm... perhaps i'll be opening another blog. Suggested by my friends. hahas.

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Suffering from a bad headache. Had been feeling this way since morning. Gonna slp now. Nites ppl.

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Lately, i've been receiving quite a number of unknown calls. Number is shown on my phone but i did not ans. So to all my friends, if i didnt picked up ur call. it can be either i'm not with my phone or either you're not in my contact list. ya.

So the first week of poly comes to an end. Cant really forsee whether the rest of yr 2 will be as relaxing as this 1st wk. lectures starting late, ends early. practicals cancel, no tutorials. Lol. maybe partly is due to the fact that we have not gotten our course notes yet. So lecturers cant really taught deep into that module.

Watched forbidden kingdom on friday with a few of my friends. i'll rate it 4 out of 5. Not a bad one. i realised a lot of gd movies are coming up this few weeks. omg. more movies=more money spent.

Hmm... I just don't have the habit of slacking around doing nothing. last yr when i's in yr 1, i worked and study concurrently. Now, i'm jobless! Unemployed! been thinking hard of what to work and at the same time, can manage my study. yes. i've came to an ans. giving tuition!! gonna scout for students soon. hahaha.

bought myself a new specs on fri. will collect it next week. It cost me 270bucks. the colour of the specs suits well with my hair colour! LOL. but i'm just being too wasteful. i bought 4 packs of contact lens a few mths ago at about the same price as this specs but i didnt touch it at all. just because i dunno how to put it on. zzzzzzzz. feel like slapping hard on myself. i've wasted so much money luhh. my hard earned money!!

So much about this week. i'm looking forward to next week. One of which is the arrival of my specs. excited! hahas. and probably another movie-ing date with jk. haha!! oh ya. and of cuz to Wild Wild Wet on labour day. i've not went there before luhh. It'll be a first experience for me then!!

if by any means you need someone to talk to, i'm always right here waiting. yes you.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

So this is what a lecture theatre is like!! hahas. ok. I've been in poly for more than a yr but believe it or not that this is my first time stepping into a lecture hall. yes. during our first yr, our module is "integrated" which also means 3 in 1. And 3 in 1 means 1 lecturer will give us tutorial, lecture and practical lesson all in 4 hrs. but yr 2 is different! lectures, practicals and tutorials are all taught by different lecturers! hahas. ok. there's nothing to be excited about anyway. it's any normal lesson lol. But what really excites me is that i'm finally putting my hands on doing something which is related to my course. yes. Aerospace. there's practical today and we do something bout bolts and nuts. the degree of tightness so on... yes. there's a feeling of satisfaction when we completed it. it reminds me of those days when i'm in sec sch doing this subject call Design and Technology. Yes! it's similar to that!

Went out with pz to jurong point to catch "street kings" today. initially we're gg to catch the movie at 7pm but because we both ends our lesson earlier then 5, we're just in time to catch the 430 show. i simply love detective shows. Sherlock Holme's my idol!! hahas. Have our dinner at Long John Silver after that. that's what pz likes. hahas. she had Nacho before that so she's not that hungry but i force her to eat something. hahaha!!! evil me. LOL.

Ok. something funny happened in school today. Had our lunch at foodcourt 4-koufu today. then as usual there's a lot of ppl waiting for seats. and we're almost done with our lunch when there's this group of gals waiting for our seats. then my friend spotted 1 gal which caught his attention. so after he left, he asked everyone of us and c which one of us dares to approach the gal and ask for her no. and in return he'll give a treat. 1 of my friend did. He went up to that gal and say "hi, my friend would like to be friend with you, could you give me ur no." something like that. And as the gal starts to take out her hp, her frens around her say "dun give dun give!" and she change her mind. omg. so dampening luhh. feel sad for both of my friends. to 1," too bad u didnt got her no. in the end". to the other, "too bad no treat for u". hahahah!!!!

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Friday, April 11, 2008

Back from my chalet!! yes. it's a bit short actually. Reached downtown east at around 4 plus. by the time we checked in and start the charcoal for bbq, it's already 6 plus. So for the whole of our chalet, what we've done is Bbq, chit-chat and share ghost stories. haha!!! that's how we last throughout the Nite. Got sleep a bit here and there though. Intend to go wild wild wet today but it rained in the morning, so we had to change our plans. Checked out of our chalet at around 10 and after having at our breakfast at Subway, we went pool directly. stayed there for around an hr plus before it's home sweet home for us!! yes. Nothing much really happens throughout and after getting home, i just feel like getting a good sleep and looking forward to tomorrow although i've no plans for tmr. haha!!! Mon's school reopen!!! Finally!!!!

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Yes. This week is really holiday to me") Finally stepped down as an office boy laz sun. And know what? i'm made to paint the floor of the whole warehouse on my last day at work.. Tiring but glad that everything's over. there's this colleague whom is my so call "best friend" in the company asked me whether i'll be back again. i told him "if there's a chance to, i will. but i guess there wont" because life in 2nd yr will be different from 1st yr. and those holidays in between are not meant for me to work. too short a duration. yes. so we exchanged hp no. we'll still keep in contact. gonna miss everyone in the company. there's my manager, my supervisor and my "teacher" who guide me throughout my 2 plus mth inside. THANK YOU everyone.

no Work means there's time for me to sleep longer! yes. and usually i woke up at 630. now's 9!! hahas. but 1 more wk later, it'll still be 630 agn for 2 days. my timetable's out. MON 8-5, TUES 10-5, WEDS 8-12, THU 10-5 and FRI 11-3.. it seems like only Fri is the best for me. oh well.. at least besides earning money for this past mths, i've learnt to be disciplined too. it's always difficult to get out of bed early in the morning. but it's always that moment that decides how you spend the rest of your day. i've made it!!!

So this week as i said, catch 2 movies together with jk. hahas. it seems i always turn to him whenever i'm bored. y? because i don't have a gf? haha!! ok. i'm not really that despo for 1. hahas. our clique's chalet on this coming thu and fri, looking forward to it. will there be a night cycling? hahas. i miss those moments when we actually got lost at Downtown East and cant find our way back and it took so hard for us to finally got a taxi who agrees to drive us and our bike back to East Coast Park. That's our first Night cycling experience. And for the 2nd time, due to my moment of madness, i agitated my friends and we left that place in 2 groups. You know who you are. i'm here to say SORRY. well. that's the past...

Going swimming tomorrow with jk and bon. it's been months since i last swam. arghh!!! time to keep myself fit. ppl keep saying i'm thin. but i always think i'm okay. Am i wrong?

YES!!! gotten my new hp today. SE910i. looks cool la. 2 of my best pal has it in black but i choose a red one. hahas. still had not touched it yet. looking forward to explore it tmr morning") and my contract states the number of free SMS will increase from 1000 to 2000. yes yes!!!! sms sms. that's what i like. if you want a reply from me, sms me. if you call, there wont be a guarantee reply. muhahaha!!

This few days seems great for me but deep down, there's still many things left undone, left unsaid...

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Friday, April 4, 2008

omg? i cant sign in directly. need to go blogger website to sign in before it directs me here. zzz... ok. so i am here. hmm... most of my friends are having holidays since end of jan but for me? i think my holiday is gg to start after this sun. and it gonna last for only a week? yup. i've been working and working like everything depends on it. oh well. the goods is of course i earn money but the bads are no more shopping with friends, no more movie-ing. sad sad. i love to watch movies. so for this last week which is next week before school reopens, i've already had plans in my mind on what to do. need to keep myself fit! it's been mths since i last went to a swimming pool!! and of course, kbox. i wanna sing agn! and movie-ing! and a new wallet. and speaking of wallet, i bought 1 which is quite expensive but it only last for like a few mths? arghh. y in the world does my wallet spoil so easily whereas my friends can use up to a yr or 2 without spoiling it. cant understand y. zzz.... oh ya. and i've finally choosen my GEMS. and like what my friend nick state " fierce gems war" so true LOL. i wanna thank Jun kiat for helping me with registering because i'm working. heard from him that once he successfully registered mine, the system lag and all those who had not registered had to wait till 9pm that day to register agn. so THX jk agn")

ok. another random post. hmm... poly life seems to pass so fast. it's like a blink of an eye and it's second yr for me. time flies.

WHO WANTS TO CATCH A MOVIE WITH ME OR KBOX IS FINE TOO!!!

you may not sense anything but i believe 1 day, my love will touch you and you'll feel it

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